One Year and the Power of the Streak

One year ago today, inspired by Dean Wesley Smith, I started to write every morning. I wanted to start a streak and see how long I could keep it going.

One year ago, my husband was being hospitalized off and on, struggling with CMV after having a heart transplant. I was still his caregiver for 5 more months. I wrote every day.

In December/January, I started really having trouble breathing, so I went in for sinus surgery in February. The recovery time was six to eight weeks. I wrote every day.

During my recovery from sinus surgery, I discovered that I had breast cancer. Stage 2A, Grade 3. Two procedures and two more surgeries followed. Then 20 radiation treatments and all of the fatigue that goes with it. I wrote every day. Even on the days I had surgery or other procedures. I got up at around 2AM (I couldn’t sleep those nights anyways) and wrote before I had to go into the hospital for my 5AM check-ins. I wrote every morning before I went in for radiation, because the drive home after being blasted with radiation did me in for the day, so I had to get my writing done early.

I am still recovering from the breast cancer surgeries and radiation. The fatigue is finally fading. I am still writing every day.

And I went through all of this while struggling with a chronic illness (Meniere’s Disease).

The power of the streak is phenomenal. Every day, I was obsessed with making sure I got some writing done. Even if it was just 15 minutes worth. A meager 250 words was all I asked of myself while I was sick, recovering, and fatigued. And I hit it, every day. Sometimes I wrote more, sometimes not.

I do have to say that without reading Kristine Kathryn Rusch’s Writing with Chronic Illness: Improve Outlook and Productivity I would never even have tried to maintain my streak this year. I would’ve thrown in the towel and said, “I’ll just wait until all of this is over with and I feel better.” If you have a chronic illness (or any sort of issue you feel is holding you back), I HIGHLY recommend this book. I have it in paperback and on my Kindle, and I have read it at least a half a dozen times.

Somehow, with this book, and by the grace of God, and with the encouragement of my husband, my parents, my mentor, and a few close friends, I managed to keep the streak alive instead of ever considering throwing in the towel.

I WANT this. I WANT to be a professional writer. This is what I want to do with my life. And if I keep putting it off until I feel better, or until there are no life rolls happening, it will never happen.

Over the last two and a half years, my brother (who lived with us) got really sick, was hospitalized, and then died suddenly. My husband had heart failure, received an artificial heart, and then that was followed by a heart transplant. Literally, as soon as he didn’t need me as a caregiver anymore, I had to have sinus surgery and that was followed by breast cancer. There were no breaks between these events. They overlapped, as one was finishing, the next started. No time for recovery. No time for normal to set back in.

I have written tremendously more in the last two and a half years than I have written in the previous five years before that. Because right as all of this started, I decided that the answer to the question, “if not now, when?” was probably never.

With my husband’s and my current health situations, there will never be a break. We will always be dealing with a new normal that is not normal at all. (And I’m not even touching on the world events that are swirling in chaos all around us every day at this moment.) Our lives will always be not normal.

So I press on. I am going to celebrate this milestone of one whole year of writing every day. But it will be a short celebration. Because I have to get back to my writing. It is what I have focused on through all of this mess. It has been what has gotten me through the days that have felt like a nightmare. My refuge. My daily focus. My happy-place. My dream.

For those of you who want to write, or play music, or whatever it is you want to do, DO IT EVERY DAY. Focus on setting your own streak. Even if it is just a few minutes a day. Those minutes will eventually add up to actual progress.

Life will always be throwing curve balls. If nothing else, 2020 has taught everyone that. So don’t wait anymore. Start that streak. Because there is never a calm that won’t be followed by a storm. Use the power of your streak to ride it through.


New August Release

Collected short fantasy stories, including:

Airship Pilot Waffles
Autumn Fairy and ShadowTail
Moon Songs
The Moon and The Moths
Siren Bound
The Monster Bed
Again Upon a Time
The Rule of Three
Seeking Garille
My Fairy Godmother Wears Biker Boots

Available in paperback and ebook versions at your favorite online retailers.


Christmas In July!

Darla runs a craft store with her grandmother.

Caleb just moved to town.

Just before the town’s Christmas decorating contest, Caleb runs into Darla. Or at least into her outdoor Christmas tree.

Darla and Caleb both scramble to get ready for the contest, but will they find romance instead?

A sweet Christmas romance novella, available now in paperback and electronic versions at your favorite online retailers.


Site Overhaul and Health Update

I have decided that I am going to retire the blog. Getting this far through cancer, the fatigue that goes along with it, and the other health issues I have, I have had to reassess my endurance. I am making choices of how to spend my time and energy. I have decided that the energy that I have needs to be dedicated to my writing as opposed to my blogging. Hopefully, this will allow me more time and energy to get more stories and books written. I will post the occasional health update, but following on Facebook or Twitter might be the better place to follow me for those kinds of updates.

This site is in the process of becoming more of a standing website with info about my books, series reading orders, and announcements of upcoming publications.

I apologize the the regular readers of this blog, but my health has to come first and hard choices have to be made. I am still healing from my radiation treatments, and things are going well with that. I just have had a lot of time to focus on what is important and my fiction writing needs to be put ahead of weekly updates. There is the possibility of restarting the blog in the future, never say never. But for now, the focus needs to be on getting back on track with my fiction writing. Hopefully I will have more books and short stories available in the near future as I get my energy back and start to feel healthier.

Thank you for reading. Stay safe out there.

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Mid-Week Check-In: New Book and more books

Between the lockdown and the new diagnosis of breast cancer, my focus has not been where I would like it to be over the last couple of months. Some of it is because I have been recovering from having three surgeries within two months, but some of is is general stress and worry about things having to do with the pandemic as well as my own personal health. Not to mention the health of my immune-suppressed husband and my recently injured service dog. But my reading and my writing have been difficult to focus on.

Happily, I have been getting some of that focus back.

As for the writing, I finished up the third short story for the Aeris trilogy this last month. On May 1 all three stories will be available together in ebook as well as paperback editions. The trilogy is called The Wild Hunt and includes Aeris Awakens, Aeris Redeemed, and the new story Priscilla Reigns all together in one volume.

Available May 1, 2020

A new book is now in the works, and I am actively plugging away on the writing. Hopefully it will see the light of day in June.

As far as reading goes, I have finally finished a book or two. It feels like it has been forever since I have been able to sit down and focus on a book long enough to finish reading it.

I finished one fiction and one non-fiction book. Both very good. And I would recommend both as well. Ink and Bone by Rachel Caine was the first book in months that has held my attention for more than a few minutes at a time. In fact, it held my attention for two and a half days, which is how long it took me to read it. It is the reason that I almost had a panic attack when I found out my library card had expired, because I was in the middle of reading it and without the library card, I had restricted access. I fell in love with the characters and they took me through their adventure with them. Playing the Short Game by Douglas Smith is full of great info for writers who write short fiction and want to get it published.

Anyway. I hope everyone is having a great week. Stay safe.

New book, writing

New Covers for the Trunk of Alexia!

The Trunk of Alexia trilogy has been suffering under the original covers for too long. So it was time to revamp them and bring them more up to date.

So here are the new covers for 2020. They look much more like a series that actually goes together now. I am very happy with the new look! And I am in love with the omnibus cover!

They are all up as ebooks currently, and I am in the process of putting them all out in paperback. So look for them at your favorite online retailers very soon.